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Dear my marine

Missing you gets harder and harder each day. Sure, 13 weeks with barely communication was tough but.. after spending every single seconds with you when you were here, I fell in love with you even more. I was slowly getting used to the idea of you being in my arms and always there for reach, but you had to leave again. I swear, I never wanted to say goodbye last Tuesday. I wish I had the ability to stop time and just stood in your arms until I was content. The fact that you said “See you later” instead of goodbye definitely froze my heart. I didn’t get what you meant then, but now.. I do. I’ve never imagine my life being in this situation. No, not being with someone in the military but being with you. I’ve always thought I’d end up by myself with no hope and no chance with love because others took that away from me. I’ve given up that I never let anyone so close to me. But with you.. I’ve forgotten all of that and took the chance. I never once regretted it because you showed me what love really feels and I never want it to stop. To me, it doesn’t matter if you will be gone for a year or so as long as your love for me will never change. A promise is a promise and I will never break it. When I close my eyes, you’re the only one I see and no one else. You’re the only one I want to be with forever. I wish you feel the same way or at least on the same page as I am.

Right now, I do hope things for you are going a lot better than last week. My heart aches when you’re feeling down. I really do wish I could appear right in front of you when you need me and give you the biggest hug ever. I promise you that days will fly and you will be done baby. You can do this! Don’t ever give up. Never ever. I will see you soon and get that kiss I’ve been longing. I love you so much. So so so much. Don’t forget that, okay? Also, happy late seven months anniversary ♥. 

Goodnight. I will talk to you soon, babe. I love you, mi amor. 

Love, your princess.